Im not sure whether you will be coming across my blog to read this post but i just wanna say that im a very lucky son to have such a wonderful mum like you. Ever since from young, you gave me the freedom that i wanted, you let me do stuffs that i want, whatever things i need you would try your best to get it for me. Though sometimes we may get unlucky, and i may get scolded or something if i dun have it, the most important thing is that i know you were there to help me when i needed it. You never fail to give me your support, no matter how stupid the things i do can get. Remember when i was 4, i wanted to enter the colouring competition so much and though it was kinda late for registration, you still tried to persuade the manager to put me in. That day, though i was still young, i can still remember how much you had wanted me to succeed in life. Though im not sure how colouring can lead me to do big things in the future, but the most important thing is, you were there for me. When i was 9, i remember i did very badly in the final year exams. Back then, i would hide the report book under my bed, keep dragging on until i had no choice but to tell you i received it back. You were angry at that time because i lied about it and im very sorry to make you sad. When i was 10, i remember i hated my cousin cause he used the F word on me. I stole his favourite cd game when he wasnt looking. When you found out that i had stolen it, you hit the roof and im sorry. It was at a heat of the moment that i did a foolish stuff. When i was 13, i was enrolled into Coral Sec due to my PSLE results. But you were there to help me persuade Mrs Mary Koh, Hai Sing's principal to let me into Hai Sing. I know how much you wanted me to go to school more conveniently as our house was far away from Coral Sec and that you dun wan me to tire myself out everyday by walking a long distance. In the end i really got into Hai Sing and i am very very grateful for what you had done for me. However, i was an ass back then even when the exams are near, i continued fooling around and neglected my studies. When i was 15, the worse things happened to me. I foolishly thought that by finishing the final years, truancy was no matter. But i was so freaking wrong when Mr Surin pulled me out. He nearly suspended me from school (Though i dun think it needs to be this serious), you went to Hai Sing to talk with him. I knew you were very very disappointed in me and i know i had let you down. Worse still, when i got back my final year results, it wasnt good enough for me to go up to sec 4. But Mr Surin gave me a chance, he let me do the bridging exams. You knew that this was my last hope of getting up to Sec 4 and you were there to help me out with the subjects i keep failing with. You could forsake your work to come help me, im seriously grateful for it. In the end, i managed to pass the bridging exams and head up to sec 4 and i could see that gleam of happiness in your eyes. I know that i couldnt have done it alone, without your consistent supporting. Even up till today, im still grateful for whatever things you do for me. When i said i needed a sandbag to train myself, you helped me gather info to find one. Though we didnt manage to find one, but its your concern for me that counts. When i said i needed a ride to a friend's place for a party or a ride to school, you would always send me there, even though i remember there was once you were late for work and got scolded by your boss because you sent me to a fren's place in Jurong. When i said that i wanted to go out at round midnight to chat with my frens at Pasir Ris Central, though u reluctantly allowed me to go, but i can see that worried look. Thats why i always promise myself to get home before the timing i told you i would be back by. You know sometimes ive always been thinking how lucky i am to have such a wonderful mum like you and yet many a times i disappoint you by doing stuffs that are downright dumb in the first place. So for that, im sorry i wont do those things again, promise(: And i love you, Mum!(:
Chester
Ok and for the rest of you out there, i want to wish you all a Happy Mother's Day! May you all be happy together with your mums. Theres a chinese saying i always hear from young and thats "Shi Shang Zhi You Ma Ma Hao" and yup i can see thats true. So if theres any grudges that you and your mums may hold against each other, i sincerely wish you all can forget about it. Because in this life, we only have 1 Mum(: And shes the one responsible for bringing us to this world, we should show them how much we love them and grateful for their hard work that they have done for us for the past years. Though they tend to always nag at us for the smallest things possible, we all know deep down inside them, they really care for us. Alright i think this shall be the end of this post. Will post again soon and lastly i wanna wish everyone a Happy Mother's Day! Cyah! =D
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